Eternal Rambling of the Clueless Mind

I got mad at my boyfriend. And I really don't like everything I said. It 's just that it drives me insane when he tells me one moment that I'm everything in his life and then he's not answering my messages on MSN. How difficult it is to say I'll be back or hang on. He's all about the grand gestures and wonderful words, but simple things like that are just way beyond him. I know: PMS is getting the best of me.

My DH-stress mode is on. It's the first time I'm living such anticipation and God, I'm happy it´s the last book. I really can't handle it. The uncertainty of it just drives me crazy. And I love my ship. And I hate the ships across the street. So there. Enough drama.
Wow! I got a gift on my email today. Perse sent me the first chapter of Marrying Pansy Parkinson. I couldn't be happier of how the story is coming out. I have to admit I had some preconceived ideas of it (it was my plot bunny) but she did some amazing things with it and I cannot complain. She's sooo goooood. But you'll just have to trust me on this one until it's uploaded on the Archive.
And Elyaeru should be posting the fourth chapter of The Godparents, so this seems to be my lucky day.
It's been a while since I last posted. Yeah. I suck at keeping journals.

So my brother left today. He's going back home. I was supposed to have lunch with him but I finally didn't have enough time, so we just spoke a little bit, and I went back to work. While I was eating the sandwich I bought at the train station, I just felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. I miss my home, my friends, my life. This whole master thing doesn't feel right all of the sudden...

So I wrote a D/G one shot, and it finally got published on FIA. Wolfie beta-ed for me, and I feel like I owe her the world. I kind of think I should go back on my author's notes and thank her again. The Cabal members were really cool, even if the story got rejected once, Dragonsangel68 really explained everything and made some suggestions. I don't know if they always do that but I feel really grateful. And then Seegrim fixed the format of the whole thing because even if I spent the whole morning trying to make it right, it was all wrong. I already have 3 reviews! *SQUEE* Hey! I'm not that good of a writer; let me have my moment of glory. Airmid even asked me to keep writing. I feel loved. Actually this one shot was supposed to be a part of a longer story, but I realized how limited my English writing skills were. So maybe in another life. hahaha. There's still a follow up somewhere in my Chemistry notes, but if I remember correctly, it was so badly written, I'd be ashamed to hand it to someone to beta it for me. It's so funny most of the story was written while attending a Crystallography course. I was boring myself to death! Another thing that made me happy was Perse's comment about my story's originality. It's so hard to write something original when love is already so cliched. I can't be original with words since English is not my native tongue, so my last resource is the plot. But everything seems to have been written already!!! So I'm glad my friends at the forums liked it.
Well, more than 2 sentences. YAY! The rambling has officially begun!

Maybe she didn't realize it, but Goddess of Ether challenged me into writing in here. I promised two-sentences posts so I guess I'm done for today. (Actually I would go on but this is the testing one, two three, thing.)